📍 Working-Class Mr. Ahn’s Unscheduled Visits to Dr. Yeon’s Clinic continues…
⚠️ Just a casual warning – if you’re following along with Asuka and Jen’s fictional arc and delusion interior series, consider yourself warned. Everything under my fanfiction tab is totally fictional. There’s no need to get overly serious about any of it.
Milkshake
OH MY GOSH
I LOVE THIS GOCHU JABCHAE SO MUCH!
“When did you make your first milkshake?”
J: Suho’s pure question was actually my question too. Did you read my mind?
His morning voice was soft and crackly.
J: I was startled when Dr Yeon’s raspy voice played vividly next to my left ear haha I laughed for ages at how ridiculous I was being HAHAHAHA
Dr Yeon and that raspy voice – why do they go together so perfectly?
When these two puppies reunited in their early thirties at Suho’s place near Anguk Station
(to be precise, the first floor is Suho’s office and the second floor is where he lives – your brick-laying friend is thoughtfully reminding you hahaha the soundproofing isn’t great, but the neighbours probably won’t complain much since I’m the neighbour )
after staying up all night watching soccer and then going to the bedroom for nighttime activities that were more fun than soccer, when they woke up in the same bed in the morning – “that’s exactly the voice you’d expect” hahaha
By the way, somehow watching the Euro World Cup seemed more realistic than baseball.
Suho’s crazy about soccer (like most guys…), and I thought Si-eun would be better suited to watching soccer while smiling at Suho, cheering and getting excited next to him, so I just imagined that watching soccer together would be one of their hobbies.
The bed made a sigh of soft fabric as Mr Ahn placed a firm hand on him and gave a playful squeeze.
J: Maybe it’s because my imagination runs wild lol, but I could picture in detail how the blanket sighs.
Really, my brain’s capacity seems unlimited in this regard hahahaha
I imagined the blanket as fluffy and soft like cotton candy that you’d only experience in hotels. Still, considering how often it would need washing HAHAHA, I thought of thin linen instead.
There are actually lots of laundromats in the city.
Somehow, I pictured Suho’s place only having a small mini washing machine, and for blanket washing, he’d make time once a week on Sundays to use a laundromat like “Cleantopia” near his house.
I can picture Suho sitting cross-legged, reading the newspaper for about an hour while the laundry runs, checking stock market conditions.
His mind had not yet travelled far from sleep and it wanted to return.
J: How can you express it like this?
“His mind had not yet travelled far from sleep…”
It’s not that I have a rich imagination – it’s that your writing ability is excellent, making me imagine things naturally.
He yearned for the rare respite of last night, a mid-winter blessing of dreamless darkness, the silence warmed by Mr Ahn’s breathing.
J: This is more effective than a hundred words describing the fireworks these two puppies lit up at night…
(my eyes are getting teary with emotion…😂)
It’s truly poetic and beautiful.
Si-eun from his college days and Suho who worked tirelessly – their twenties were beautiful and somewhat heartbreaking, but after their reunion, you can feel in your bones how they have more stability while their love has deepened.
It was truly a beautiful passage.
Morning Exercise
J: Reading this whole chapter, I was laughing so much I thought I might faint from happiness hahaha
What a lovely morning this is!
Dr Yeon joking, “you don’t make reservations”, is so Si-eun-like that I was grinning for ages.
Honestly, without your brilliant talent and excellent vocabulary curation…
it could be robotically described as “the two puppies had morning urges like adult men”, hahahaha, but describing such a vanilla morning between “lovers” like this is really thanks to your shining talent.
It’s absolutely delicious!
Si-eun’s breaths shortened as Suho persisted. Suho persisted.
J: Mr Ahn’s persistent morning campaign (?)
Reading this scene HAHAHA, I randomly imagined what if Dr Yeon started the morning mischief first?
I read through it quickly at first and then carefully today, and when I read “completely direct Si-eun” at the end of this delicious soup you cooked, I giggled, imagining Si-eun would probably start right away without notice.
Dr Yeon’s hand going “swoosh” down to sleeping Mr Ahn’s boxer briefs… even when “grabbing”, he’d be fearless.
Then Mr Ahn getting “attacked” out of nowhere: “Mmm…?”
(How to wake up Mr Ahn on weekends)
(I imagined Mr Ahn wakes up at dawn on weekdays – that diligent routine would be completely ingrained in his body.
Since he works outside a lot, in summer the sun gets too hot after noon and could be harmful to his health.
That’s why I set up the brick theory that all work ends at 1 PM.
After finishing work at 1 PM, following dawn work, Mr Ahn lightly solves lunch – eating sundae – and where do his footsteps head…?)
Spanish ham
J: Here, we call this “spam” – this kind of ham sold in cans, even given as gifts during holidays.
I heard that overseas, canned ham like this is considered instant food and avoided for not being nutritionally good.
We eat it as a side dish a lot, and I still eat this “canned ham” when I need to quickly solve dinner.
This led to a distraction that almost triggered the fire alarm, and Si-eun made sure to dump the charred remains onto Suho’s plate in mock irritation.
J: I almost fell off my chair laughing at this phrase
Even if a fire alarm actually went off, Dr Yeon would forgive anything Mr Ahn does and always pretend to be annoyed while unable to hide the smile on his lips. So cute.
Suho had apologised, but not before laughing himself silly.
J: The saying that couples who never stop laughing will never break up comes to mind.
I hope this reunited “suspicious couple (each looking like they’re straight)” laughs to their heart’s content before going through trials (My inner demon’s tail wagging).
MacDonald’s that morning
J: I remember talking about McDonald’s with you, Asuka, before.
Ah… It’s already romantic.
… the loose grey sweats he used as pajamas.
J: The biggest flaw and characteristic of grey sweatpants is that when they get sweaty, the colour changes completely, right? Hahaha
Dr Yeon huffed out
J: He’s panting but Dr Yeon never orders Suho to “stop”
So cute hahaha
With speed and power that shocked against the languor of the cold morning, Suho whipped off everything that covered his mewling friend.
J: As expected, Dr Yeon is whimpering, but nowhere in that whimpering is there a command to “stop”
Delicious hahaha
Curls and Bliss
J: Air conditioning is probably already running everywhere, but I can picture the hot country sisters fanning their flushed cheeks with their hands.
You’d agree too, but I’ve never seen anyone who dislikes reaching bliss in the morning. Right?
The legendary military doctor Dr Yeon – even the genius boy is no exception, which makes me happier than joyful hahaha
It was sweet-salty, and also lightly perfumed with the signature vanilla of its maker.
J: Last time I said it would be sexy if Dr Yeon learned to smoke in Iraq and secretly smoked when Mr Ahn wasn’t around, but then Mr Ahn couldn’t have failed to detect the nicotine content.
It was his favorite appetizer in the world, treasured as much as Cream of Si-eun, the main course soon to be served, but he kept this to himself.
J: Whether it’s movies or dramas… when watching any work, personal experiences that have accumulated inside me get mixed into the appreciation.
The various emotions – bewildering, funny, and others – from those personal memories when you’ve truly made someone you love happy in the most primal way and saw the byproduct, those memories flashed through my head while reading this passage.
This chapter’s words and flow are so poetic that, like Suho, I want to archive it on a blog to treasure it for a long.
Seeing the “man completely soaked in happiness” who receives bliss from Dr Yeon’s first love – and miraculously still together – “hands” and swims in the “delirium” of happiness and pleasure from Suho’s “rhythm” made my heart flutter too.
With the air stored in his chest, he whispered out the only word he kept in his heart of hearts, “Suho.”
J: I’ll be muttering this part while staring into space on my commute all next week.
My boss has already noticed that my concentration has been “on a business trip” for several months 😂
Is it because we know all the narrative of these two “suspicious friends”?
If there had been no divine intervention and Suho had actually died, or if the oxygen tube had been cut because he became “unnecessary” due to adult calculations… I think high schooler Si-eun would have been institutionalised.
While texting sleeping beauty Suho with perfect spelling, rationally accepting that he couldn’t wake up, Si-eun’s heart of hearts would still be busy calculating even a slight possibility with that genius brain.
It was all wind, no vowels
J: Asuka, it really feels like such a shame that only I get to taste your talent.
I’ve never heard sexier “moaning” than this.
I swear.
From this sentence to “the fifteenth”, I watched with my mouth covered
(I liked it so much).
Little Si-eun was also throbbing along, a cute plump boy with a bowl cut nodding to the music of his heart.
J: Would Dr Yeon – from high school Si-eun onwards – ever in his life breathe out so “defensively” with his right arm “thrown” above his head like this, except in front of or “under” Suho?
The point here is “defensively”…
This is more than a cigarette made of sexy pheromones.
So sexy and delicious (crying because it’s so good).
Suho admired this sight he alone in the world was allowed to see.
J: Oh my goodness! Hahaha I just wrote above that “only Suho can see this defenseless Si-eun” and sure enough, Mr Ahn also knows this fact annoyingly well.
Suho also kept this to himself.
J: So very Suho-like. It matches too well with how I interpret Suho’s character.
So, so Suho-like. I love this sentence itself.
a puppy-like pose, a goofy and earnest smile
J: Seriously, this goofy expression of Suho’s is also something only Si-eun knows, right?
Remember how Suho acted like a “big brother” to other friends during Byeoksan High days.
This kind of aegyo is also Si-eun’s exclusive privilege.
When playing with various bricks, I think that during Si-eun’s Iraq deployment, Suho wouldn’t have bothered rejecting the flirting of pretty ladies around him. And Si-eun, being a guy, would have coolly passed over just guy things.
Still, even when briefly meeting pretty ladies, he never would have shown this goofy aegyo – that was one of my brick theories.
And those ladies would have gotten tired of Suho’s bluntness first and angrily “dumped” him.
Shouting things like “You only meet me to sleep with me, right?” Suho would just sit there blankly receiving angry shouts and sometimes palm slaps.
Haha in some ways, he’s also an annoying and mean “a certain handsome guy”
Lucky beast
J: Si-eun, this is just a “genetic” “blessing”
It’s inherited from parents, so there’s nothing you can do about it.
Be a good guardian
J: Si-eun’s incredibly developed social skills are so cute I could die.
Even during medical student Si-eun days, seeing Suho’s pants front getting darker, he would have frantically tried to “soothe” him somehow, acting hastily while worrying about where the awakened guardian might run away.
Now that he’s teasing, I’m tearfully happy about his social development hahaha
Suho smacked one of two exposed buns. His hand burned with excitement.
J: As expected, this is a happy scene showing that my brick theory was right – that Suho doesn’t use substitutes for work his own “hands” can do hahaha
Little Suho
J: I keep wondering if it’s okay to taste this soup where Suho and Si-eun’s juniors like each other for free like this
appreciate your talent.
Silhouette
J: All expressions are poetic, convey happiness, and are fulfilling, but this word “silhouette” gave me the most heightened happiness while reading this morning exercise soup.
When you wake up in the morning and feel the breath of someone you love, and when you do enjoyable “work” together while opening the day, if morning sunlight falls too, you gain the strength to live.
You depicted that moment when happiness reaches its peak.
Suho already died once and came back to life, and Si-eun was probably closer to death than ever during his Iraq deployment since he was sent to an unsafe area anyway.
So both would have felt their reunion itself was God’s blessing.
That blessing would have “rippled” in silhouette.
“…’cause it’s freezing… and you’re a bit big…”
mumbled Si-eun, using only his lips and clenched teeth.
J: It probably won’t be just a bit? * giggle *
Even without lube, there’s already the “always abundant” natural lube that Suho keeps in his heart, so artificial lube should be fine to use up.
“No, you definitely said something wise.”
J: Right. When he has to get up briefly while seeing patients, if he waddles in front of patients, or no, if he waddles in front of those cheeky nurses, Dr Yeon would be a bit troubled * giggle *
“I’m so happy I met you, Yeon Si-eun.”
J: Oh… my goodness.
I just wrote about the “blessing” God gave them!
“You know, it’s ok if you really wanna sleep.”
J: He’s lying, Ahn Suho
(but it’s so Suho-like… not forcing it. Ah, my personal experiences keep flowing back like a tide. I was grateful for that. There are days when your condition is really poor… I was grateful when he was considerate).
So delicious… Savouring soup that never gets cold is so delicious.
The two boys hibernated
J: Annoyingly happy two puppies!
on furry slippers and shuffled to the kitchen
J: His social skills have improved, and he’s become more shameless, but I think Si-eun’s characteristic shuffling steps wouldn’t have been “corrected”
That’s also Si-eun-like.
Except for communicating with Suho (writing “communicate” makes Si-eun really feel like a puppy), he’d still probably only have necessary communication with other people…
He looked out the windows to see that a light layer of snow had settled onto the trees like a gossamer wedding dress.
J: Right. There are many trees the size of Suho’s two-story house near Suho’s place.
I’ll look for some photos.
You’ll like them.
It’s Seoul’s old downtown area – overall worn and old but charming.
Just being around Suho was the recharge he needed, even if Suho drained him literally.
J: It’s a real vacation. No need to take a plane. Suho will always send him to high altitude * giggle *
He looked down at his sweats and smiled wryly.
J: Oh my gosh… Asuka, this is personal experience, right?
(I asked too directly – please forgive my rudeness)
Right. After morning exercise, I was happy but also bitter. That strange, bitter-sweet feeling… hahaha
Samgyetang
J: There are actually quite a few places near Suho’s house that do Korean food well.
There are many Michelin restaurants too.
Hot gomtang is good, and doganitang that Suho likes is good too.
Both wasted a lot of protein from the morning, so samgyetang would be good.
While eating samgyetang, drinking something similar to soju… probably called “gaoliang liquor” Chinese-style. (You know it?)
One glass of that together makes your whole body hot.
Suho, whose main job is tile and wallpaper work that requires a lot of labour, probably ate often with the “hyungnims” while working.
I can picture Suho putting one chicken leg in Si-eun’s bowl and eating the other leg while making uncle sounds “euaaa~”
“Please, those don’t count as eggs. They are much smaller.”
J: Good! It would be troublesome if they were bigger than eggs.
Wah daebak!
J: How do you even know this “daebak” expression?
Look at how far you’ve come, Dr Yeon
J: I also praise Dr Yeon’s developed social skills.
Mr Ahn’s eyes widened as his jaw dropped
J: My jaw also dropped to my thighs (from liking it so much)
You’re my most corrupting influence
J: Originally, among all angels, “fallen angels” are the sexiest.
But years of Baku and Gotak could have laid the foundation
J: After living high school life together for over 2 years, I don’t think they never watched porn together once hahaha
He can also talk about the most brutal things without effort and without warning, thought Dr Yeon, trying not to wince.
J: Oh… How can we handle these two considerate puppies?
Mr Ahn saw the dimming of Dr Yeon’s eyes and quickly started talking about what had made him curious in the morning.
J: It’s been 13 years already, but both still know well that it’s still the worst nightmare for Dr Yeon – there will be no worse nightmare until death. The foreshadowing of our other arc (haha) – should I call it the dark arc?
“Why on earth do you want to know that?”
J: Dr Yeon, everyone probably wants to know that question
He saw it all in his father’s face.
J: Si-eun’s parents can’t really be called bad parents.
Compared to Suho’s irresponsible parents and Beomseok’s adoptive father, who can’t be called a parent, Si-eun’s parents can’t really be called bad.
Their biggest problem was making Si-eun do self-parenting, and both were too obsessed with their careers to have the leisure to look into their son’s inner world, who might have had slight neurodevelopmental issues.
And I also think in the original work, Si-eun clearly read his father’s disappointment about his weak physical strength.
Moreover (I personally interpreted this as Si-eun’s neurodiversity issue), he couldn’t help but be worried yet disappointed in a son who even fainted, especially since he was even an Olympic medalist.
But with Suho, at last Si-eun felt sufficient. He felt needed and wanted.
J: Among all the “noodles” of gochu jabchae you made this time, every one is delicious, but this sentence, this noodle was the most beautiful.
You’re always my first.
J: I just picked the best noodle sentence, but immediately changed it to this hahaha.
So romantic, so very romantic. I AM SOLD.
How can he be so direct sometimes?
J: That’s what I’m saying. And so lovable.
Suho didn’t mind that it smelled rather unwashed.
J: With my personal character interpretation, Suho would be really clean.
Working at a charcoal meat restaurant, always smelling like meat, he probably cared about that, and also… he really hated the cigarette smell. That’s probably why he didn’t smoke because he hated the smell, and economically, he wouldn’t smoke considering the money that goes into cigarettes.
There’s a brick theory that he’d like going to the laundromat.
The anime club
J: In our deluluverse, that tiny cubicle (where Humin carried unconscious Si-eun after he fought with Wolf on the rooftop and collapsed – they had mood lighting on) became Suho and Si-eun’s secret dating spot after the coma.
Hehe, they probably had mood lighting on then, too.
Si-eun’s hair fell over his eyebrows
J: Right, in the actual original work too, Si-eun’s bangs covered his eyes much more in Eunjang High.
“I like your braces.”
J: A certain “specific real photo” immediately came to mind.
With a rose-coloured blush on both cheeks.
Probably my favourite photo among the photos.
He said he liked the braces, but in the deluluverse, high schooler Si-eun also wanted to touch that rose-coloured blush – the vitality emanating from a child who gained a second life after the post-coma. So lovable.
Si-eun’s essence
J: The poetic expression warms my heart. Haaaaaaah
(There’s no reason for Si-eun to make shakes himself either)
Dragon Ball Z volume 2
J: Jun-tae and his otaku crew’s precious property found supremely worthy application hahaha
Kindaichi
J: Oh, it’s called Kindaichi here. Here it’s called Kim Jeon-il.
You really never made any before that?
J: If it was Si-eun from that time, I fully think he wouldn’t have tried making any before.
The fact that Suho is Si-eun’s every first makes me feel like milk is being made somewhere in my heart hahaha
Seonsaengnim, do you masturbate?
Dr Yeon had replied, “My friend does.”
J: So funny I flipped over!!
It stripped him
J: And Dr Yeon himself would also willingly want his reputation, achievements, and armour to be willingly stripped in front of Suho.
Suddenly, that line came to mind. What Si-eun said to Baekjin in the original: “Only Humin knows everything about you”
With Suho, everything was personal
J: How can a sentence be this sexy?
If I knew the words I memorised from TOEFL vocab 1000 could dance such a passionate Latin dance like this lol I should have read more English novels earlier!!!
It made Suho want to hug him
J: Yes, Mr Ahn, hug Dr Yeon a lot. Before the upcoming trials (laughs like a demon).
“What Newton? Who is Newton?”
J: I really laughed hard at this part.
I could even imagine Suho’s expression getting serious and saying, “Who???” hahaha
Suho always felt that even young priests and monks were secret hypocrites rubbing themselves whenever they could.
J: Yeah, me too. Kind of felt that way.
Byeoksan High’s staff toilet
J: So that’s the sticky business behind that shower scene lol
It’s made me who I am
J: Right, if he had sticky business several times a day, it would have been a bit difficult for Si-eun to get into the top medical school. Hmm, reasonable, haha
But he would eat whatever Suho chose
J: It’s also consideration for Suho, and there was also the interpretation that even as an adult, Si-eun isn’t much of a gourmet and has a small appetite.
In some brick theories, he’d never become a big eater.
Not much interest in food either.
Still, he probably would have taken a bite of food that Suho likes at least once. “Because Suho likes it”
Another two inches
J: I don’t think so. This is inherited. From parents.
I’d love to tell Si-eun that size is irrelevant.
What matters is how sweetly you show yourself to the one who means everything to you…
Maybe that’s why he gives more than me every time
J: Actually, the answer is simple.
Because he likes Suho so much.
Excited
Jen
Little Si-eun
J: Would Dr Yeon – from high school Si-eun onwards – ever in his life breathe out so “defensively” with his right arm “thrown” above his head like this, except in front of or “under” Suho?
The point here is “defensively”…
This is more than a cigarette made of sexy pheromones.
So sexy and delicious (crying because it’s so good).
*** correction ***
oh my…
I was so completely worked up that my fingers just moved on their own, I think.
In my head, I was thinking ‘defenceless’ and even picturing that recent photoshoot, but why on earth did I type ‘defensively’?
Just mess it all up if you want – I was imagining Dr Yeon with that posture and those eyes telling Suho, ‘you can come in as much as you want and even kill me as you like’
Jen
Baseball
Ah Asuka,
My 2nd thought,
It should be ‘baseball’, not ‘football’
Picture Suho when his puppy isn’t around – completely melting into the couch, drowsy eyes following those endless baseball games to wind down the day.
But when his puppy’s there? He’d rest his face on the puppy’s lap, dozing off like bread slowly toasting in the oven while watching dawn baseball.
After making sure Suho’s completely out, Dr Yeon would lie down right beside him on that cramped sofa and drift off too.
For that to work, you’d need games lasting 2+ hours.
Baseball is absolutely perfect.
Jen
Wanting Saturday night forever
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