Weak Hero: A Music Story We Built Together – From Homesick to Awakening (Complete Edition)

From Homesick to Awakening – The Complete Journey

To everyone who refused to let this story fadeโ€”this is ours.


Introduction: The Ancient Rhythm of Korean Storytelling

Before we begin, you need to understand ๊ธฐ์Šน์ „๊ฒฐ (gi-seung-jeon-gyeol)โ€”Korea’s ancient four-act narrative structure that has shaped storytelling for centuries.

่ตท (gi) – The beginning. Introduction. Where everything starts.
ๆ‰ฟ (seung) – Development. The story deepens, continues.
่ฝ‰ (jeon) – The turn. Conflict. Transformation. The breaking point.
็ต (gyeol) – Resolution. Conclusion. New beginnings emerge from endings.

This isn’t just structureโ€”it’s philosophy. ็ต (gyeol) doesn’t mean “the end.” It means to tie up, to conclude, to completeโ€”where everything comes together, and paradoxically, where new stories begin.

Director Yoo and the production team understood this rhythm deeply. So did Primary, the musical genius behind Weak Hero’s OST. Together, they created something rare: a drama where music doesn’t just accompany the storyโ€”it becomes the story.

This is how we built these music stories. Eight songs across two seasons. Each following this ancient rhythm. Each carrying pieces of Si-eun’s journey from complete isolation to cautious hope.

Months ago, a subscriber asked me to create this story album with Weak Hero’s OST. I said yes. But I couldn’t have done it alone. Without your words, your hearts, your insights in the commentsโ€”this wouldn’t exist.

“Every rewatch ruins me. And still, I return to be ruined again.”

Season 3 may never come.
End. But. And.

We keep Si-eun, Suho, and Beomseok alive in our heartsโ€”unfaded, eternal. And we celebrate the three actors who gave them life as they journey forward into new stories.

Let’s begin.


Part One: Weak Hero Class 1 – Homesick

Class 1 isn’t just a prequel. It’s the foundationโ€”the gravitational centre that Season 2 orbits around like a wounded satellite. Everything that happens in Season 2 traces back to these 40 days when Si-eun learned what love felt like, and what losing it could do to a human soul.

่ตท – HOMESICK: When Suho Was Home

Watch HOMESICK ่ตท

Suho is his home.

Let me tell you about loneliness that calcifies into bone. About a 17-year-old boy who existed in grayscale until color walked through his door holding the wrong food delivery.

Two lonely souls found each other. They cared.

Si-eun’s isolation wasn’t chosenโ€”it was survival architecture built by a child whose parents looked at him and saw inconvenience. Neurodivergent kids develop coping mechanisms early. Si-eun’s was to become invisible. Lock everyone out. Bury himself in math problems where 2+2 always equals 4, where variables have solutions, where the world makes predictable sense.

Then Suho arrived and cut through walls like butter. One wrong delivery changed everything.

Neurodivergent kids find each other easilyโ€”there’s a recognition that happens beneath language. Si-eun attached instantly. And Suho? Suho loved the weirdo everyone else avoided.

Where classmates saw “offputting,” Suho saw perfect. No explanations needed. No small talk required. No performance necessary. They just understood.

One subscriber captured it perfectly:

“It’s very common for neurodivergent kids to like each other with unusual ease, and Si-eun’s immediate comfort around Suho probably felt like a warm embrace in human form.”

Suho became warmthโ€”in human form. After seventeen years of emotional winter, Si-eun finally had spring.

Some view like that their friendship as mirroring the autistic-ADHD bond perfectlyโ€”Si-eun’s hyperfocus and emotional regulation struggles meeting Suho’s intuitive warmth and boundary-less acceptance. The show portrayed this with startling accuracy. The production team clearly did their homework.


์ „์šฐ์•  (jeon-u-ae)โ€”comrade love. The Korean word literally contains ๆ„› (love) within it. This wasn’t metaphor. When they restrained Gilsu together, when Si-eun grabbed that belt to protect Suho, eyes screaming Don’t. Touch. Him.โ€”that was ์ „์šฐ์•  made visible.

When Suho playfully called him “๋„Œ ์ง„์งœ ๋˜๋ผ์ด์•ผ” (you’re really a lunatic), he was actually confessing:

I’m hooked on you. You’re adorable. I’m completely smitten.

Their connection transcended friendship. First loveโ€”miraculous.

Not romantic necessarily, but that doesn’t make it less profound. Real friends are as rare as true love. Finding both in one person? That’s the miracle.

Different cultures had different terms for what Si-eun and Suho sharedโ€”first love, platonic soulmates, ์ „์šฐ์• , queer-coded intimacy. But the common thread was undeniable: Si-eun treasured Suho with an intensity that had no precedent in his seventeen years of life.

People paused the show to sob because the subtitles disappeared through tears. The love between these boys was that visible, that devastating, that real.

Director Yoo left their bond undefinedโ€”shimmering like heat haze, open to interpretation. He trusted us to feel it without needing labels.

Suho is his home.

And for 40 days, Si-eun finally had one.

Related: Read more about Suho and Si-eun’s friendship dynamic


ๆ‰ฟ – HERO: The One Who Taught Him to Feel

Watch HERO ๆ‰ฟ

40 days. First friend. First admirer. First love.

์Šน (seung) means continuation, developmentโ€”the story deepening. And deepen it did, in ways that would later prove catastrophic.

Some interpreted it like: this show speaks for thousands of kids who walk a razor’s edge between brilliance and collapse. Weak Hero isn’t just action dramaโ€”it’s a warning. A call to listen before it’s too late.

Si-eun’s portrayal of high-functioning autism rings devastatingly true. Isolation. Hyper-focus. Sensory overwhelm. Inability to process emotions through typical channels. The team may have researched deeply, and it shows in every microexpression Park Ji-hoon gives us.

Parents didn’t want him, so he locked everyone out. Schoolwork became his fortressโ€”the one place where effort equalled reward, where performance earned something resembling approval, where he could control outcomes through sheer will.


Then Suho arrived. Wrong address. Open door. And suddenly Si-eun felt what parents never gave: attachment, laughter, stability, love.

In 40 days, Suho became Si-eun’s firstโ€”friend, admirer, partner. First everything.

Suho unlocked emotional floodgates Si-eun didn’t know he had. For someone who spent seventeen years numb, feeling anything was overwhelming. Feeling everything? Catastrophic and necessary in equal measure.

Suho brought both boysโ€”Si-eun and Beomseokโ€”a tsunami of emotional firsts. They couldn’t afford to lose him. Spoiler: they lost him anyway, and both shattered in different directions.


Yeong-i became Si-eun’s litmus testโ€”revealing hidden warmth beneath his ice. She wasn’t comic relief or romantic subplot. She was evidence that Si-eun could extend care beyond Suho, that his capacity for connection was growing, that Suho’s influence was changing his fundamental wiring.

People dismiss Yeong-i, but they miss the point. Her presence proved Si-eun was learning to be human in new ways.


Seventeen years numb. Then Suhoโ€”Si-eun’s first real emotion.

And what did Si-eun do with these new feelings? He applied his perfectionism to them. The same desperate intensity he’d poured into getting perfect test scores now redirected toward protecting Suho perfectly.

Which led to the most shocking moment: Si-eun deceives Suho, takes the beating himself.

His willingness to sacrifice his body for Suho isn’t nobleโ€”it’s desperate. He knows that losing Suho means psychological destruction. Physical pain? Preferable. Bruises heal. Losing Suho would break him beyond repair.

Too young to process emotion properly, this desperate self-sacrifice was all he knew. Math gave predictability when life gave chaosโ€”but there’s no equation for love. No formula for protecting someone without destroying yourself in the process.

One subscriber nailed it:

“Si-eun’s obsessive immersion in math problems was a coping mechanism he found through predictability and control. Suho became his new equationโ€”and Si-eun was solving it the only way he knew how.”

The tsunami of feelings Suho gave Si-eun? Only one phrase captures it: first love.

Not in the romantic sense necessarily, though Director Yoo himself said to approach their relationship “like first love” and told the actors to “think of it as a melo.” The emotional intensity, the all-consuming nature, the willingness to bleed yourself empty to keep the other person wholeโ€”that’s first love in its purest, most devastating form.

Every sacrifice for Suho carved him hollow. He bled himself empty keeping someone else whole.

Math couldn’t save him from this equation. And 40 days wasn’t nearly enough time to learn how love works when you’ve never felt it before.

Related: Explore the psychological depth of Si-eun’s character


่ฝ‰ – SELF: He Loved Suho. He Destroyed Suho

Watch SELF ่ฝ‰

Kicking the friend he loved mostโ€”unforgettable trauma but brutal masterpiece.

์ „ (jeon) – the turn. The transformation. The breaking point where everything fractures and cannot be put back together the same way.

If Season 1 has a spine, it’s Beomseok. Director Yoo Soo-min said it explicitly:

“๋ฒ”์„์ด์˜ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ์ด ์‡ผ๋ฅผ ๊ด€ํ†ตํ•˜๋Š” ํ•ต์ด๋‹ค”Beomseok’s story is the core piercing through this show.

And he was right. Beomseok is sickeningly realistic. We see ourselves in himโ€”the parts we hide, the parts we’re ashamed of, the parts that whisper dark possibilities when we’re hurt and desperate and convinced we’re unlovable.

Beomseok loved Suho. Desperately. People refuse to see it.

But the evidence is everywhere. In how his inner child lit up every time Suho showed him kindness. In how he became addicted to warmth he’d never known, then terrified of losing it, then resentful of those who gave it because he couldn’t control it.

The deleted Han River scene from the script book reveals everything. After pool, drinking beer together, and the stage directions noted:

“When Suho puts his arm around Beomseok’s shoulder, he smiles shyly. He agrees with and laughs at everything Suho says.”

That’s not friendship. That’s worship. That’s desperate, consuming, impossible love.


For Beomseok, money wasn’t just moneyโ€”it was his only currency. The only language he’d ever learned for expressing value, for showing care, for saying

“I matter to you, right? Right?”

When Suho and Si-eun refused his money, Beomseok lost his only language for “I love you.”

Then this street kid arrivesโ€”Yeong-iโ€”buying Suho’s grace somehow. What’s her currency? His real money isn’t enough? She can’t fight. Has no money. And she’s still better than me?

Worth more than me?

The questions gnawed constantly: Does Suho not care about me? Or does he care, but I’m not worthy of it? Both possibilities equally devastating, both eating him alive from the inside.


Even in alternate universes with peaceful canoesโ€”Suho and Beomseok could never truly be friends. Because Beomseok craved alpha statusโ€”fundamental nature difference. He needed to matter to Suho, but only on his own terms, never Suho’s. Impossible demand from an impossible position.

The Motorbike sabotage was premeditated, yes. But emotional torrent drove everything. People who’ve never experienced that cognitive dissonanceโ€”planning violence while drowning in feelingโ€”they don’t understand his broken cry:

“I don’t know why I did it.”

But that statement IS Beomseok’s essence. His entire tragedy.

Gentle soul crushed daily by his fatherโ€”the real monster in his household. How could he contain his fracturing heart? How could abuse victim become anything other than what he became?


Perfect metaphor: closeted boy hiding in a closet, consumed by the one he loved and hated.

Both. Simultaneously. Love and hate became indistinguishable because Beomseok never learned the difference. His father taught him that love looks like violence, that care comes with conditions, that worth must be purchased and performed and proven again and again and it’s never enough.

Violence became his only love language. Heartbreaking ironyโ€”the only way he knew how to express the depths of feeling Suho triggered was through the same abuse his father used on him.


The head strikeโ€”camera angles mirror his father’s abuse. Deliberate. Devastating.

Director Yoo made sure we saw it. The visual parallel wasn’t accidental. Cycle complete. Abuse victim becomes abuser. Not because he’s evil, but because he’s human and broken and nobody taught him another way.

Fans see themselves in Beomseokโ€”uncomfortable, undeniable recognition. We’ve all felt unworthy. We’ve all been jealous of someone who seemed to earn love effortlessly. We’ve all wanted to matter and been terrified we don’t.

The difference is most of us didn’t have daily violence teaching us that destruction is how you express devotion.


Kicking the friend he loved mostโ€”unforgettable trauma but brutal masterpiece.

Suho lying there. Beomseok’s foot raised. And in that moment, everything Director Yoo built pays offโ€”we understand the psychology behind it. We feel it. We hate it. We recognize it.

And that’s the most terrifying thing Weak Hero Class 1 does: makes us understand the boy who destroys what he loves most.

Related: Deep dive into Beomseok and Suho’s traumatic dynamic


็ต – AGAIN: Two Boys, One Loss

Watch AGAIN ็ต

Two boys who couldn’t afford to lose Suho. One destroyed him. One survived him. Both lost everything.

๊ฒฐ (gyeol) – to tie up, to conclude, to complete. Where everything comes together. Where we’re left with the unbearable weight of what was lost and the faint, fragile possibility of what might grow from the ruins.

Two boys who couldn’t afford to lose Suho.
One destroyed him through love gone wrong.
One survived him, learning to breathe through machine-measured grief.
Both lost everything that mattered.


Brilliant direction: Si-eun had to lose Suho. The trauma was necessary. For Si-eun to sustain his own life, he couldn’t keep bleeding himself empty for others. Growth required different painโ€”necessary, brutal.

Suho’s coma was tragic for him, essential for Si-eun. Perfect storytelling paradox.


One question remains: Fiction gave Si-eun a guardian angel named Suho. But real Si-euns out thereโ€”where are their guardian angels? Do trustworthy adults intervene appropriately? Or do they suffer alone until they break?

The show never answers because there is no answer. Just the question, hanging there, haunting.


Imagine watching video of your favorite person kicked to death. He’s helpless. You’re helpless watching. Unable to stop it. And the person you worshippedโ€”your invincible older brother figureโ€”reduced to broken flesh, hero shattered.

And Beomseokโ€”someone close, someone you also loved.

That’s what Si-eun carries. Double loss. Triple loss if you count the innocence he’ll never get back.

In Suho’s hospital room, machinery keeping him alive beeps and hissesโ€”then hushed to silence. Dream-moment of purest intimacy between them. The show’s beating heart.

Reality: violence, coma, machines.
Dream: Suho breathing freely without adult-made equipment.
Si-eun’s yellow illusionโ€”where Suho lives without wires, without beeps, without the mechanical rhythm of survival.

But dreams end. Reality stays. Blue light fills the roomโ€”his world turned cold.

This is where Season 1 ends. This is where Season 2 begins.

Not with resolution, but with the awful math of grief: subtract one person, and two boys collapse in different directions. Add machines and time and desperate hope, and maybeโ€”maybeโ€”one of them learns to stand again.

End. But. And.

The cycle completes. And from that completion, something new struggles toward light.

Related: Understanding Si-eun’s journey through trauma


Part Two: Class 2 – Learning to Breathe Again

If Class 1 is about falling, Class 2 is about the brutal physics of hitting bottom and deciding whether to stay there or claw your way back up.

Si-eun spent Season 1 learning what love feels like. Season 2 teaches him what living without it costsโ€”and whether surviving that loss is worth the effort.

่ตท – HOMESICK: Si-eun’s Yellow Illusion

Watch HOMESICK ่ตท

Alive, but not living.

๊ธฐ (gi) begins again, but this time in darkness. Si-eun exists in blue-lit rooms where machines breathe for his best friend and guilt eats him alive.

Suho lies in coma. Si-eun becomes ghost of himself.

Not dead, but not alive either. Just going through motionsโ€”school, hospital, repeat. Emotional sleepwalking through days that blur together into one long, numb stretch of waiting for something that might never come.

This is ํ™˜๋ชฝ (hwan-mong)โ€”phantom dream, fleeting illusion. Si-eun’s yellow dreams where Suho breathes freely, smiles easily, exists without wires monitoring his existence. Dreams where adult-made machines don’t dictate whether your best friend lives or dies.


Yellow dreams. Blue reality. The gap between them: unbearable.

Season 2 is Si-eun drowning in Tamasโ€”the Hindu concept of darkness, inertia, ignorance. The heaviness that makes every movement feel like swimming through concrete. Depression’s gravitational pull.

Where Season 1 Si-eun was touch-starved and lonely, Season 2 Si-eun is grief-saturated and dissolving. Both states are forms of homesickness, but this version is worse because now he knows what home felt like and can never return to it.

Blue light fills his room. His world turned cold. Every visit to Suho’s hospital bed reinforces itโ€”the machines beep their mechanical rhythm, and Si-eun sits there knowing he couldn’t protect the one person who mattered most.

The show had to put Suho in a coma. Not just for plot, but for Si-eun’s character arc. He needed to learn that bleeding yourself empty for someone doesn’t save them. That self-destruction masquerading as devotion helps no one.

Alive, but not living. That’s where Season 2’s ๊ธฐ (beginning) starts.

And that’s where another boy entersโ€”one who recognizes exactly what Si-eun is drowning in.


ๆ‰ฟ – BUZZ: Two Boys One Reflection

Watch BUZZ ๆ‰ฟ

One boy’s violence. Another self lights the fire.

์Šน (seung) – continuation, deepening. Enter Seong-je, and everything intensifies.

ๅŒ้กž (dong-ryu) – same kind. Kindred spirits. Same species. When one appears, the other recognizes instantly.

Seong-je looked at Si-eun and saw mirror-self. Not because they’re identical, but because they’re both boys who learned violence as survival language, who carry rage in careful containers, who understand that sometimes the only way to breathe is to make someone else stop breathing.

Si-eun has built-in violence. System taught stoic silence. Seong-je gave permission to unleash it.

This isn’t corruption. This is recognition. Seong-je didn’t create Si-eun’s capacity for violenceโ€”he just saw it, acknowledged it, and said: It’s okay.

I’m like this too. You’re not alone in being dangerous.

One boy’s violence ignites another’s dormant fire. Seong-je becomes the match. Si-eun becomes the flame.

Their fights aren’t destructionโ€”they’re medication. Controlled violence in basement boxing rings where they can hit each other and feel something other than grief. Where pain is chosen, not inflicted. Where they can hurt safely and call it sparring instead of self-harm.

Seong-je recognized Si-eun’s violence. Si-eun recognized Seong-je’s understanding. Both found strange comfort.

Like attracts like. ๅŒ้กž finds ๅŒ้กž. And suddenly Si-eun isn’t alone in his dangerousness anymore.

Season 2 is Si-eun remembering how to feel without Suho as the catalyst. Seong-je becomes different kind of teacherโ€”not showing him warmth, but showing him that controlled fire is better than slow freezing.

Two boys. One reflection. Violence as lifeline instead of weapon.

And through that strange alchemy, Si-eun starts breathing again.


่ฝ‰ – ANSWER: Eunjang High

Watch ANSWER ่ฝ‰

Eunjang crew. One answer: breathe again.

์ „ (jeon) – transformation. The turning point. Where everything shifts.

If Season 1’s ์ „ was destruction, Season 2’s ์ „ is reconstruction. Slow, painful, uncertainโ€”but happening.

Eunjang High becomes oxygen. Baku, Go-tak, Jun-taeโ€”each one teaching Si-eun different ways to inhale, to exist, to matter without making it his entire personality.

Season 2 is Si-eun learning friendship that doesn’t consume. That doesn’t demand total devotion or perfect protection. That allows space to breathe, allows imperfection, allows him to be just one person among several instead of everything to one person or nothing to everyone.

Every friendship is another breath.

Baku shows him that you can be soft and still survive. Go-tak shows him that protecting others doesn’t mean destroying yourself. Jun-tae shows him that violence has limits, that there are lines you don’t cross even when you’re capable of crossing them.


To grow, you must lose. Season 1 taught him that through trauma. Season 2 teaches him that losing doesn’t have to mean complete destruction. You can lose Suho and still learn to breathe. It just takes longer, hurts more, requires help.

The Eunjang crew doesn’t replace Suhoโ€”they teach Si-eun he doesn’t need replacement. He needs multiple people, multiple connections, multiple ways of being in the world that don’t all hinge on one person’s presence.

One answer: breathe again.

Not the same breathing as before. Not easy or natural or unconscious. But breathing nonetheless. Intentional. Measured. Learning the rhythm again after forgetting how.

This is the turnโ€”from homesick isolation to cautious community. From yellow illusion to accepting blue reality. From ghost-existence to choosing, slowly, to live.


็ต – AWAKENING: End, But, And

Watch AWAKENING ็ต

Every ending becomes a beginning.

๊ฒฐ (gyeol) – completion. Where everything comes together. Where we tie up what can be tied and let the rest remain beautifully unresolved.

End. But. And.

Stories end. But what they awaken continues. Suho’s story ended in hospital bed and machine beeps. But what he awakened in Si-eunโ€”the capacity to feel, to care, to fight for othersโ€”that continues.

Beomseok’s story ended in prison. But what his tragedy revealed about cycles of abuse, about love twisted into violence, about boys who never learned betterโ€”that continues in every conversation about breaking those cycles.


Every ending becomes a beginning. That’s not platitudeโ€”that’s physics. Energy doesn’t disappear; it transforms. Love doesn’t vanish; it changes shape.

Season 2’s ๊ฒฐ doesn’t offer neat resolution. Suho doesn’t wake up with convenient amnesia and perfect recovery. Beomseok doesn’t get redemption arc. Si-eun doesn’t become completely healed.

Instead, Season 2 ends with Si-eun learning to carry what can’t be fixed.

Learning that some losses stay broken. Some questions stay unanswered. Some pain stays present. And you breathe through it anyway. You find your crew. You show up. You exist even when existing hurts.

Awakening isn’t about waking up cured. It’s about waking up at all.

Choosing consciousness over numbness. Choosing connection over isolation. Choosing to let new people in even knowing they could leave, could die, could break your heart because everyone you love is temporary and fragile and human.

That’s the awakening. Not enlightenment. Not transcendence. Just awareness that life continues, and you can choose to continue with it.


End. But. And.

And so we arrive back where we started: refusing to let this story fade. Keeping Si-eun, Suho, and Beomseok alive in hearts and essays and music compilations. Celebrating the actors who gave them breath.

Season 3 may never come.
But the story continues in usโ€”in how we talk about trauma, about neurodivergence, about love that saves and love that destroys, about boys who needed guardian angels and the brutal reality of who gets saved and who doesn’t.

Every ending becomes a beginning.

This music story ends here.
Your interpretation begins.
Our collective refusal to let it fadeโ€”that continues.


Complete Tracklist

Weak Hero Class 1

่ตท – HOMESICK | When Suho Was Home | Watch
ๆ‰ฟ – HERO | The One Who Taught Him to Feel | Watch
่ฝ‰ – SELF | He Loved Suho. He Destroyed Suho | Watch
็ต – AGAIN | Two Boys, One Loss | Watch

Weak Hero Class 2

่ตท – HOMESICK | Si-eun’s Yellow Illusion | Watch
ๆ‰ฟ – BUZZ | Two Boys One Reflection | Watch
่ฝ‰ – ANSWER | Eunjang High | Watch
็ต – AWAKENING | End, But, And | Watch


Epilogue: What We Built Together

This music story wouldn’t exist without @asukalonginus3335 and our entire community who turned comments into poetry, who refused to let nuance die in translation, who demanded that Si-eun’s story be told with the complexity it deserves.

You gave me the words. I gave them shape. Together, we built something that honors what Weak Hero Class 1 and 2 gave usโ€”permission to feel deeply about boys who feel too much, in a world that punishes them for it.

Eight songs. Two seasons. One story we refuse to let fade.

Thank you for building this with me.


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About Weak Hero Class

Music produced by Primary. Characters brought to life by Park Ji-hoon, Choi Hyun-wook, Hong Kyung, and the entire Weak Hero cast. Story shaped by Director Yoo Soo-min and writers who understood that sometimes the quietest boys scream the loudest.


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